My Life

Human Evolution

2009-03-31T20:29:00.000-07:00

Assalamu alaikum....

It's has been along time after my last post in this blog. This time around, I would like show my daughter's picture & video. I also want to make a little bit of change in my way of present my article. The new credo is, "less words, more observation". So let start to observe... :)

Today's theme is: Human Evolution. Observe my child growing from her 1st birthday until today.

Happily Ever After

2008-11-06T16:55:00.000-08:00

Assalaamu'alaikum..... peace upon all of you out there...

It's have been a long time since my last post.....kind of busy lately....

This year's Hari Raya Aildilfitri celebratioan means a lot to me.....how about you guys?
I hope, the same tune goes as well...

You ask me, what were the things that made my me happier this year, compared the year before??

Of course, this year celebration means a lot to me because:

1) This year is my 1st year celebrate hari raya with my wife & my family at my home town, Kedah. Although, my mum still mad at me, at least I had fulfill some of my family & relatives hope. I had a chance to introduce my wife to the family members, who can't make it at my wedding ceremony in last February.

Pix: Family Raya Meals

Pix: Raya @ Sg Petani

Pix: Raya @ Kg Belakang Masjid (my foster family)

Pix : Raya @ Kg Ruat,Yan

2) After about 10 years, I had not meet my father, due to family crisis. This year I take my chance to close the gap between him and me. More over, I did celebrate the hari raya with him & his new family (new wife + my step brother & sister). It's really touch my heart after saw his face, after 10 years!! Deep into my heart, I was saying ," Ya Allah, my dad is getting very old now". With the wrinkles all around his body & faces, it can drive me to cry. But, I hold my tears, so that it can't ruin my precious moments with him. "Abah", that's the name I call him. Abah, I'm sorry for what I have done to you. By neglecting you, ignoring you after this while, I have commit a sin to you. Abah, I'm sorry....very very much....really....

Pix: Abah & Me

3) My wife is currently pregnant. By the time I'm typing this blog, the pregnancy is already reach the 9 month stage. At any time, my baby will come out to this world, just awaiting for 'the sign' to emerge. Almost everyday, I will talk to my baby & said: "Baby, if you are ready to come out, please give your Mak a signal 1st, please give Ayah time to send your Mak to Hospital & come out with giving your Mak as painless as you can."

Pix: My wife & I at Tanjung Dawai Beach

Pix: Scan Photo of My Baby

Ooh dear, I really miss this happy moment for along time.....after several years of a boring hari raya celebration, this year had safe me.....Alhamadulillah....thanks ALLAH, for giving your slave a chance to enjoy this life & for the chances to repent....

Although it was too late, but I still want to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my family, relatives & friends out there....may all of you live happily ever after....InsyaALLAH

Money Tale

2008-06-16T02:09:00.000-07:00

Money...money..money...

I'm sick of thinking about it. I'm wondering, who was the first mankind came out with this
'money' idea? curse him/her....curse that person...if I had a chance to
meet this person, I want to convey my message,"Hey dude, your idea sucks!!"

It is just my expression, against the thing we used to call money. Money
can drive a man crazy. Money can make siblings quarrell each other. It also
can make man killing among themselves. Unfortunately, no matter how much bad things
money can affect our life, in todays world, we need money to survive!!

every day in my life, currently is about how to make more money than yesterday.
what ever opportunity passing by, I'll try to grab it, if it is reasonable,
and possible to achieve the target. Maybe this is what some people call 'looking
forward for financial freedom' in your life. Ahhh...whatever...

some friends invite me to join the network marketing, multi-level marketing,direct selling,
pyramid scheme,binary scheme,etc...urgh...you just name it, and the list goes on...
There were split opinion upon this marketing style...One side told me that this marketing
stuff was just a scum,but the other side told me that it was real, with their
successful member's testimony & of course showing their 'big' car,(Mercedes Benz man)
as a proof, of how well they are make money with the system.

as for myself, I believe in this kind of marketing system. But yet, it also require
this = "M.O.N.E.Y" to start with. You need money, to make more money. So where can
you find this money ? In the end, you still have to work with others to accumulate
m.o.n.e.y before you can generate M.O.N.E.Y !!!

My message here is: Get a job!! Already have a job? Do your job!!

p/s: Here are some company which can offer you a system that can help to change
your life (from money, to MONEY),as they claims. Try it at your own risk!! :P

http://www.dchl.com.my/index.asp

http://www.amway2u.com/

http://www.mycni.com.my/

http://www.uptrend.com.my/

My Lovely Wife

2008-05-17T02:39:00.000-07:00

Hi guys...

it's had been a while since my last entry in this blog....For those who still didn't know, I had married last February. Before this, I had internet access from my rented house, with my friends. Unfortunately, my new rented house with my wife, currently doesn't have any internet access. Therefore I had to go to cyber cafe update this blog.

I'm very sorry didn't notify some of my friends & relatives out there, about my wedding. My wedding ceremony was a simple one. Just done what is 'compulsory' in Islam, that was the 'akad', a small party to proclaim my wedding with our neighbor & that's it! Simple right....I told you guys just now, didn't I??........

My thanks to all parties who was involved during the preparation.... Your deeds was something that I can't pay with any material. What can I give are just my gratitude & pray, may all of you safe in this life & after life, Insya Allah.....

As all of can see,here I attach some of the picture during my Wedding Day....the sacred date in my life: 15th Feb 2008,Friday,1100a.m,at Majlis Agama Islam Negeri Johor office.

Thank you all.....I do hope you guys out there will pray for our happiness, of course again in this life & after life...Insya Allah...amiin...

2007 Departure

2007-12-28T17:18:00.000-08:00

I'm Sorry...

The year 2007 will leave us a few days soon. Too many things had happen in my life along this year. Whether it's good or bad, I had to went through it. Among those things happen in my life, there is one decision that I regret most. I will never erase that verdict from my memory for entire of my life.

"What is that ?", you ask. "Hey,this is my life. Mind your own business", I replied. Everybody have their own dark side, or evil side if you may say. It's same goes to me, a weak & naive mankind. You can never undone the history. What is done, is done. There is no turning back. "Did you try solve the problem?", you said. "Do you think I'm a stone?", answered me. I have try to correct my mistake. Unfortunately, my method turn to be a selfish solution. In the end, I gonna need to sacrifice. I had done my sacrifice & nobody can tell how it hurts me, a lot. I'm not gonna blaming anyone & never be, accept myself. I'm the one who fool enough to fall into the devil's game.

So, what can you say? It's my fate, my destiny. Besides feeling regret in my whole life, I'm redha
with God's willing. Life must goes on. All I can do for now is just ask for the forgiveness from all the party who involved. I'm deeply very sorry for what I've done. Sorry, sorry, sorry.....

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Kerapu fish

Ends with my dark side story, now comes with my bright side story. Last week, once again I went for a fishing trip, this time at kelong. With just RM 15.00, my catch doesn't turn me down. Kerapu fish & red snapper fish. The weather that day were not so friendly to. It's a rainy day, for the whole day. But, to go fishing in a bad weather, it demands passion & patient. If you don't have it, just forget it. The weather suppose to be my constraint, but I set my mind & turn it to be my challenge. It is worth it, as my catch for that day emerge as my ultimate catch for 2007!!!

Red snapper fish

Ultimate Catch 2007

Happy New Year 2008, May Allah be with all of you out there.

Due North

2007-11-29T20:01:00.000-08:00

JJP ****

Last Saturday, after coming back home from my workplace, I had make up my mind to go back to my hometown. Although I had not enough leave, that is only 3 days, I don't care. As you all know, a journey to north peninsular Malaysia from Southern region takes about 12 hours trip!!
Besides from my intention to visit my family & have a break, my vacation this time also was a test for my car capability. For your info, I only possess a Kancil 660cc. It had been 2 years now when I bought my car. It never been tested for a long distance trip.

Alhamdulillah, thanks to God, there were no problem occur along my travels. Most important I had enjoy myself during my vacation & really satisfied with my car's performance. For the time being, I don't have any idea to change the car.

The trip

Studying the Malaysian map

Saturday, 24th Nov:
0730am, just coming back home from my workplace. I had packed my stuff before get going. Check my car; coolen supply, brakes oil,engine oil, water supply for windscreen wiper etc. After that, got my sleep for about 1 1/2 hrs. Utamakan keselamatan anda!! heheheh...

At about 1030am, my journey to north, begins. My destination is Perak. I had stop 3 times along the trip. 1st at Ayer Keroh, 2nd at Dengkil & 3rd at Tanjung Malim, before reach Perak. As my estimation, it take about 8 hrs to reach there. Unfortunately, I could arrive early if there was no roadblock along the journey. There were 3 long roadblock held by Royal Malaysian Police.Fiiiuuuhhh....letih weeiihhh...

I hate traffic congestion!!

My arrival was welcome by my elder brother. He had guide me to his new house with his car, as I never been there before. I had stay at his house for a night before continue my journey next day.

Night @ Perak: Outside my car

Night @ Perak: Inside my car

Sunday,25th Nov:
In the morning, after had my breakfast my brother ask me to join him to Ipoh, as he had a soccer training. For your info, my brother was a C class soccer coach for Perak Soccer Assoc. He coaches kids under 12 years old. Ohh man, if you see the kids playing, I can said that they play like a pro! terrerr wooo.....As for me, I'm not a soccer player. So, I just sit at the bench & watch the kids training. After my brother finish with his training session, we went back to his house. Have a chit chat with him & play with his children, that is Aufa & Aqil, so cute & sweet.
At noon, after finish my lunch, my journey continue. Next destination, Kedah, negeri jelapang padi!

Having Lunch Together

My cute 'anak penakan'

It took me about 3 hrs to reach Kedah. Due to time constraints, after I had a few minutes to rest, I decide to visit my family angkat. They babysit me when I was a baby. Until now, I'm still visit them. I used to call my babysit ayah & mak. Both ayah & mak already old. But ayah's condition were the worst. He's sick. Currently he walk using a staff. The most part that make me feel very pity upon him, was he don't even recognize me anymore. Isk...isk...isk...sedih nyer....he had amnesia. Ayah only rely on mak. If mak don't tell him that it was me, he can't realize it was me. :(

After visiting my family angkat, I went back to my mom's house. We have a chit chat before I went to sleep.

Monday,26th Nov:
Next morning, I packed my stuff before get back to south. I had take a few picture of my area's scenery. You gonna love it when you see it...paddy field, with Gunung Jerai as it's background.
I depart at about 1030am. I had stop 3 times also this time. 1st at Bukit Merah, 2nd at Sungai Buloh & 3rd at Pagoh.

Kilang Bernas

Bendang,with background of Gunung Jerai

'Tali Ayaq' a.k.a canal

"Centerfield", rumah tengah sawah

It was a tiring trip, as I don't have much time to travel. But, it was worth it. Although I had a less time, I had more things done. hehehehe.....pendek kata best giler :)

Open House Season

2007-10-30T01:42:00.000-07:00

After we (Muslims) all around the globe celebrate the Eidul Fitr, in Malaysia it's time for open house aura. I'm not very sure when this 'open house concept' starting to be part of the malaysian culture. As far as i'm concern, during my childhood there's no such thing as open house, or in Malays we pronouns it as 'rumah terbuka'. It's a concept where everybody are welcome to visit anyone's house along the Syawal month. The open house guest are then will be treat with Malays delicacy(often),as Malays are the majority Muslims in Malaysia. Just name it, from ketupat & rendang, to bauhulu, peneram(telinga keling) etc. The guest are rest assured will go back home with full stomach!
As for my family tradition, we don't accept the open house concept totally. We believe that our house are open for anyone, everyday, not just only in Syawal month.
However, in my opinion, there are positive part of the concept. Not only we can preserves friendship through conducting the open house, this concept also can contribute to our nation peace, by having all citizens greeting each other with nice phrase,visiting friends & relatives, without bounded by religion & race. Anyway, it has became part of our nation culture. We should support it, right??
For me, I just conducted an open house last week. Due to a tight budget, I just invited only my neighbour and couples of friends. The guest were treat with nasi goreng cina, meggi goreng, cendol pulut, fruit salad and orange cordial. I'm feeling very satisfied when the guest visit my open house, especially when they also finished their meal. It's a sign that my food are good enough!! hehehehe......
So, for those who are planning to conduct an open house, just continue with your plan & don't waste anything!!

Salam Aidilfitri

2007-10-08T18:12:00.000-07:00

Salam Aidilfitri, minal a'idil nal fa iziin....

Guys, in conjunction with the Hari Raya spirit,I would like to beg for your forgiveness
for all my wrong doing, if any, along these times while I'm blogging. May all of you have a happy Hari Raya with your family & relatives. May ALLAH bless all of Muslims around the world, amiin..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin!

proud to be part of the Western Digital family :)

Money Is Not Everything,Everything Needs Money

2007-09-08T17:49:00.000-07:00

a new interest.....

yeah....recently had met a friends whose interest is in investment. any type of investment would do. You just name it, from FOREX, share market(KLSE), unit trust & so on.

deep into my heart, i'm glad knowing him. I had learned many things from him. Gain more knowledge about investment, from ground up. Most important I'm now more enlighten about investment & planning to be a serious trader. Thank you my friends, thanks very much.

i'm starting with unit trust. I really satisfy with my investment so far, whether in terms of services or returns (bonus/dividend). Even though it's not that much, compared to FOREX or share market, to a newbie like myself it's just enough. :)

Next plan, moving to FOREX market. But just not yet, because i'm still studying the market, the platform, technical analysis, terms related & so on. In other words, just have no guts to jump into the FOREX market yet... :P

So, any serious trader out there?? wanna share tips with me?? come on la bro....show me da way,plz... :D

p/s: below are some of the legal investment institution in malaysia...if you are interested, just give them a call or visit....

Wedding Ceremony & Fishing Trip

2007-07-12T23:19:00.000-07:00

"Makan Nasi Minyak"
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Last Sunday, my friends & I had a trip to one of our collegues wedding ceremony. Not like others, we went there at night, that was after the ceremony finished. We had missed the day program due to had to work that day, eventhough it is Sunday. As you know, shift workers like us are not like other employee, something like 9 to 5 stuff. We work 12 hrs/day, 5 days a week (the 5th day considered as OT day).
Finished with the working schedule, back to our story,that night we went to the bride's house by 4 groups of car. It took us about 1 and 1/2 hours to reach our destination.
Our arrival had been welcomed by both bride & bridegroom. We were also served with 'Nasi Minyak',hmm.....nyum..nyum....for those who don't know what 'nasi minyak' was, it is an oily cooked rice, which is usually served in a Malay wedding ceremony. This 'nasi minyak' compliment by 'gulai kawah' & 'kurma daging' (curry beef). I can guaranteed you guys, this menu set able to make your tongue melting.Sssllluurrrppp....
After we had our meal, then come to the photo session. One thing that I don't understand that night, everyone seem to be very lazy when I asked them to take our pix with the bride, including the bride. So with regret, I only take my pix with my friends. But this pix is so special for me, as we took the photo on the 'pelamin'(where only the bride were be seeted during the wedding ceremony). Who knows, it will be my turn next?? heheheheh.......
We leave the bride's house around 11p.m. Again it took us about 1 and 1/2 hours to reach home. I'm so tired that night,so I got to my bed a.s.a.p upon arrival to my house. :P
I admit the journey was tiring, but that is our culture, Malay culture. Visiting & wishing each other not only can bond relationship, it also can release your tension. Believe itor not, just try it some time. :)

Fishing trip at 'Tebing Runtuh'(Slide Cliff)
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My great catch so far, in my career, that is fishing. :)

"Ikan Tebal Pipi"- Thick Cheek Fish

"Ikan Duri" - Thorn Fish

Fish & Bow

2007-07-08T22:16:00.000-07:00

hello guys...

it's such a long time i've never been update my blog. By this moment, I swear that I'll actively update my blog...when i'm saying that I swear, I really mean it..... :)

For this new post, I'll share with your guys about my new interest that is "fishing" & "archery".

ARCHERY
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To all archers out there, I'm a newbie in this game. Starting with a recurve bow & looking foward to play a compound bow. Until the time I post this blog, it's has been 6 month when I start playing the game.
I'm a registered member of Ace Archery Club (Indoor Archery at Skudai Parade,Johor,Malaysia). Currently still practising, but will consider any tournarment, of course recurve bow type. Archers who would like to share with me your knowledge, info or picture are welcome to do so.

samick recurve bow - my type

"a korean archers" - someday, i'll be a champs like her.

FISHING
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Our trip to "Rakit pak Akop". I called it a "Buntal fiesta"

gambaq tikar sarawak

2006-02-12T20:56:00.000-08:00

sesapa yg berminat, bleh la order kt aku ye...harga berpatutan....just email me at Mtz80@yahoo.com for further details. payment can be made through maybank cash deposit machine or maybank2u.com.

Sleep

2005-12-04T15:53:00.000-08:00

It is faulty act if someone get to sleep during their working hour.
Certain company might just issue a warning letter to their staff who done this, but some might just terminate the person.

Naturally, human get to sleep during the night. But, what about people who has to work during night time?? Yeah..some people might say, just get to sleep in the day...so, you can cover up your sleeping time in the night. Easy to say, but quite tough to do.

I, myself are among the people who sometimes got to work during the night time. During my observasion at my workplace, almost all the staff feel sleepy especially after midnight, including me.

My boss always warns us, never sleep during our work time. Even he personally have advise us, if we felt asleep, just do anything to make stay up. Drink coffee, wash our face etc.

Just like i said, it's easy to say. In my mind, i told myself...."one day we'll catch you red handed when you fall asleep during the working period." My wish come true. One night, during our night shift, my boss fall asleep in his office (all staff can see throughout the office as it was cover up by glass wall). My collegue and i laugh loudly at him. But, luckily he didn't hear us. We have decided that if our boss raise up the sleep issue again, we will report what he has done to our MD. Until today, he just mute.

The story about my boss attitude doesn't end there. Last night, he conducting a meeting among us, the company's special project trainee. We have three panelist including him. Can you imagine how worst he is, even during the meeting he fall asleep in front of us. We were sighting to each other seing him. Oh my god....are this man really our boss?? God...save us....we have to work with this man along this three years! Waaaaarrrrrrgggghhhhh.......

Raya @ Kuching

2005-11-11T22:11:00.000-08:00

Dengar beduk berbunyi,
sayup bergema memecah sunyi.......

isk...isk...isk...
sayu ati aku mendengar lagu raya nyanyian Allahyarham Tan Sri P.Ramlee ni.....kena plak time ari raya....aku x balik kampung...walaupun kalu org tgk secara luaran, aku mcm happy, tp sebernarnya aku sedih x dapt beraya ngan family aku, aku rindu sangat2 dengan family aku, terutamanya my lovely nephews & niece.....namun, aku harus berkorban untuk tahun ni...rasanya sudah sampai masanya untuk aku lebih serius ngan life aku sekarang.

Masa untuk aku enjoy dh tamat. Aku kena kumpul harta. Aku kena buat sesuatu untuk diri sendiri dan my family, x lupa insyaAllah kalu murah rezeki sesuatu untuk masyarakat. Ramai org berkata, jadi lah manusia yang berguna. Tp, padangan pribadi aku, dan dari pemerhatian aku secara rambang, ramai org yg jadi manusia berguna hanya kepada diri sendiri. Sangat jarang untuk aku melihat orang yang berbakti kepada org lain. Kalu kaya, kaya sorang2....ada duit lebih x bantu org....family sendiri sahaja yg hidup senang lenang, tp masayarakat masih ada lg yg makan siput babi utk survival!

Hmm...a little bit emotional there...padahal aku menulis kali ni utuk citer pasal raya kt Kuching.
Back 2 da topic, raya kt sini mmg best. Lain skit cara sambutannya dgn semenanjung. Org Kuching beraya sampai 7 hari. Maksud aku, 7 hari tu mmg all out. Kalu mcm kt tempat aku, raya tu ari 1st saja yang panas, 2nd day dh lesu...kat sini samp raya 3-4 masih lg org g beraya n pakai baju melayu bersamping & berbaju kurung. Totally meriah! Komuniti non-muslim pun ramai dtg beraya. Itu baru la integrasi nasioal. Tempat aku x mcm tu.

Tambah meriah lg, diaorang beraya sampai tgh malam! Berbeza dgn tmpt aku, kalu mlm ari tu, just family terdekat je. Kalu org luar, kengkawan...mintak maaf la, mmg aku tutup pintu. Hehheheheh....Overall, mmg best! Kengkawan kt sarawak pun mmg sporting giler....terubat jgk la perasaan rindu kt kampung & family......

So, kalu sapa2 nk merasa kemeriahan aidilfitri, mcm mana keharmonian masyarakat berbilang kaum sambut raya, mai la kt Kuching ni.....

Selamat HAri Raya To All

2005-11-01T20:08:00.000-08:00

Pix: Me & My Buddy @ Workplace

Selamat HAri Raya Aidilfitri,

Sekali lagi aku ucapkan pd semua kengkawan.
Kalu ada salah silap mintak maaf banyak2...
alu ada termakan minum, lebih kurang mintak halal......
Kalu ada hutang lapuk ka,mintak halal gak....tp, kalu nk tuntut, just let me know.... =)

Salam Aidilfitri dari bumi kenyalang

Team Building Program

2005-10-16T22:14:00.000-07:00

Ni suma gambaq masa kami adakan Team Building Program.
Obj: To learn whether we can co-operate with each other as a team
Module: Raft building race & Volley ball match
(using balloon filled with water)
Venue: Damai Beach, Santubong, Sarawak.

Outing Program
Obj: dah outing namanya, jalan2 la...ape lg
Module: free
Venue: Sarawak Cultural Village, Santubong

Finale Module: Makan!

Conclusion: Best sgt2, dpt kenal member2 yg jarang jumpa coz ramai yg x sama shift. So far, our co-operation between team members r really great. I'm expecting that we will excell in our project!

Kuching

2005-10-08T18:19:00.000-07:00

hmm...26/10/05, aku mula jejakkan kaki kt kuching .... ada training keja kt sini. aku akan berada disini selama lbh kurang 3 bulan....itu minimum...menurut bos, mayB tempoh untuk aku berada kt sini akan dilanjutkan lg jika diperlukan...

aku setuju saja...maklum la...sebagai 'penyapu baru' kt tempat keja baru, aku malas nk ckp byk. nyway, kalu difikirkan pun ia baik utk perkembangan kerjaya aku kt tempat br. Aku bersyukur sgt2 sbb aku rasa rezeki aku kali ni kt sini. Dalam jangka masa panjng, aku boleh pergi jauh lg dr kedudukan sekarang. X pa...aku redha untuk bermula dr bawah. Sebagai antara org yg terlibat dlm projek pioneer company, aku yakin masa depan aku kt tempat keja baru cerah.

cuma ada sikit sedih pasal tahun ni aku x balik untuk beraya di kampung. Plant akan shutdown untuk Annual Preventative Maintainance (APM). Aku kena terlibat skali, supaya nnt kalu plant kt JB wat APM aku tau apa nk wat. Raya tahun ni akan jd sejarah diri aku kerana kali pertama beraya puasa kt perantauan.

kepada suma kengkawan, aku ucapkan selamat berpuasa.....semoga dlm bulan yg penuh berkat ni, rezeki kita suma berlimpah ruah....... :)

Imagination

2005-09-14T00:31:00.000-07:00

Pengumuman! Pengumuman! Kepada semua warga malaysia....AWAS! satu epidemic telah melanda negara kita. salah seorang rakyat negara ini telah dijangkiti virus yg tidak diketahui...kesan daripada itu, genetik didalam badannya telah berubah secara mendadak. Kulit badannya telah menjadi teramat keras. namun begitu, ia kelihatan merekah....sampaikan kadang2 pesakit ini kesakitan yg amat sgt. Kepada para saintis yg ada dlm negara kita....pemuda ini memohon agar dpt mencarikan vaksin untuk menjadikan diri beliau pulih seperti sedia kala. Org ramai yg terkejut dgn kejadian ini telah menamakan pemuda malang tersebut dgn nama "The Thing", sempena nama satu karektor dlm siri komik marvel "Fantastic 4".

Memories...oohh memories

2005-09-09T21:59:00.000-07:00

Penggerak Ekonomi Negara

2005-07-16T05:26:00.000-07:00

Skang ni aku dh jd seorang penggerak ekonomi negara....apa benda tu?? aku keja kilang daa...jd operator....penat nye badan, addduuuuuuuuhh...tuhan je yg tau.
waktu keja 7am-7pm....(bg kilang aku, tu masa normal)...kalu OT sampai la jam 11pm....memang memenatkan...
boleh dikatakan masa aku dihabiskan dgn keja je skang ni....cuma, kalu x dak OT aku g kelas silat kt kompleks belia & sukan negeri.......
aku x biasa kerja kuat mcm nih....walaupun aku asal dr kampung, tp aku x duduk kampung.....abis je skolah rendah duduk asrama......x penah wat keja kampung yg heavy2 nih....so, bila kena kerja keras skit ....bdn aku sakit la....nih pun br lepas baik dr demam (abis duit aku RM48 duit ubat + MC).....skang ni dh mula biasa dgn enviroment tu......br aku rasa betapa susahnya utk cari duit ni......lepas ni, bukan takat 6, tp 7 hari aku kena kerja....kilang x dpt output yg dikehendaki, so sume org kena wat OT...... :(

tp part yg paling best nyer, gaji aku bulan ni mmg lebih la......byk wat OT, heheheh.....
nk kena jaga finance aku skang...bukan nye x tau kena jaga finance, tp x penah ada lebih duit aku......baik masa gaji aku byk, maupun masa gaji aku skit...x penah cukup......mak aku dh berbuih mulut nasihat, aku pun x tau lah.....mmg boros gak aku nih......yg peliknye, bila check balik, x byk pun aset yg aku beli....means that duit aku bk abis gitu je......abis pd belanja yg x nampak.....mayB byk mkn kt kedai kot......aku berdoa kali moga2 dpt la save duit......umur dh meningkat, ada ati nk kawin, tp duit?? hampeh.....satu sen x kumpul2 lg.....

so, pd sesape yg pandai wat financial plan tu, atau any suggestion yg sesuai bg org mcm aku ni....tlg2 la ajar skit......"tunjuk ajar ku sifu", hehehehe...

Hari Ini

2005-06-26T23:53:00.000-07:00

Hari ini...
sudah lama x 'mimpau' ngan my Sis, dia blanje aku lg....hish, kekadang malu gak...ye la....balik2 dia ja blanja, bila masa lak aku nk blanja akak aku yg sorang nih.....nnt2 la Sis ek...I dpt keja baru, ade pitih lebih.....I bwk mkn kt Kenny Rogers...(waaahhh...kayo banget..!)

Hari ini....
aku dpt satu sms offer keja....mmg aku tgh cari keja...so, tanpa buang masa...aku buangkan ego diriku dgn memohon keja sebagai seorang Operator Pengeluaran......bg certain org akn anggap ape kelas keja kilang?? gaji kecik...nk kena bayar hutang byk, camne tu?? tp aku tgk boleh survive ape org yg gaji kecik idup kt JB nih....ade la kena korban skit.....korban masa, ye la ..wat OT.....arrgghhh..aku x peduli...keja kilang pun keja gak...aku x pegi mencuri pun...biaq la mulut org nk ckp....mulut org, bkn leh tutup.....aku yg kebuluran kt JB nih, bkn diaorg amik tau pun......

Hari ini....
aku konon nya nk amik parcel kt akak aku......tp, memandangkan parcel tu x penting, keja lama, so just leave it kt tmpt keja lama....pass that case pd org lain......again, thanx a million Sista....

Hari ini...
aku update aku nye blog nih....org lain update almost every day, tp aku.....ikut mood....lgpun aku guna servis CC...x dak net kt umah.....x leh tiap2 ari nk update, kopak gua beb... =p

Hari ini....
aku rasa seronok....x tau pasai apa...semangat untuk berjuang dtg semula...sampaikan punya smgt maka aku beli la satu buku lama.....The Wise Investor, masa jln2 kt shoping complex....nmpk nye, nk jln semula wat Unit Trust, tp slowly la....aku nk mula ngan aku sendiri yg akan invest, cukup duit amik exam utk jd certified Unit trust consultant, pastu berjuang..berjuang...dan berjuang......dh kite invest, br bleh ajk org invest...br btul cara tu.....

Y me...y me

2005-06-09T20:02:00.000-07:00

satu hari, aku tengah mandi.....so hp aku berdering, x kan aku nk rush g angkat....tgh 'nature's call ' , btul x?? kalu korang pun aku rasa wat mcm aku gak....dh selesai, sambung mandi...bunyi lagi skali tepon aku tu.......aku x angkat la lagi.......mandi x abis lg.......bunyi tepon pun senyap....dh abis mandi, aku tgk call register, sape la yg miscall aku td.....rupenye my GF yg tepon.....igt sesaje tepon....ye la, nk amik tau hal aku...dh makan ke, watpe tu, things like that la....pastu, sampai satu sms dr dia.......nada bunyi nya marah......seolah2 mcm aku x mau jwb setiap panggilan dia...padahal, berapa banyak kali aku jwb tepon dia x igt......yg aku tgh bz, x sempat jwb marahnye mcm sejuta kali aku x jwb call dia.......dh kebetulan lak aku tgh pokai...x top up lg....camne aku nk terangkan??? kenapa jd camni.....nk bosan gak aku camni......ape, sume pompuan camni ke?? takut sgt aku ada pompuan lain......cemburu is good, that mean dia sayang kt aku...tp....kalu dh over, aku risau nnt aku naik menyampah........y all this thing happen 2 me?? y me....y me......????

Trip 2 Ghanu

2005-05-22T22:36:00.000-07:00

hmm..hujung mggu baru2 ni aku balik ke kampung abg aku kt terengganu...best jugak...walau jauh perjalanan, plus mengantuk...tu semua cobaan.....
trip ke ghanu kali ni pack sgt jadual program.....melawat sedara mara aku, mertua abg aku, g shopping brg2 makanan ringan, periuk, kain batik, perhiasan.....murah2 belaka.....saat yg paling aku suka sgt bila melawat aku nye ank buah yg baru.....Insyirah namanya.....comel, biasa la...baby mana yg x comel kan....tenang sgt2 baby tuh....aku cubit, aku peluk....wat x tau je dia...mula2 aku igt baby tu x suka kt aku....ttp hakikatnya dgn org lain pun sama..ketawa pun x, nangis pun x....senyaaaaaap je....hanya ibu dia saja yg berjaya wat dia senyum & ketawa...org lain fail....termasuk bapak baby tu sendiri, a.k.a abang aku....hehehehh

satu perkara yg aku perasan trip ke ghanu ni....jln luas (from paka ke marang), x jam...mmg masa aku drive tu, buleh dikatakan maintain 120kmph......tu aku yg bkn 'mat race'.....kalu kaki race, aku rasa bleh jd the best track lah......jarak dr satu town ke satu town yg 'happening' jauh sesangat.....senang citer kalu nk shoping kena travel jauh la.....nk shoping g KT ngan Kemaman la aku rasa...yg lain x dak ape benda sesangat.....

overall, trip kali ni dpt release tension.....terutama bila dpat main ngan 'anak penakan' aku....tu la ubat yg paling mujarab aku rasa...bg aku la....lain org lain ubat & caranya, ye x? kalu ada masa n ongkos, aku nk g perak lak....nk main ngan ank penakan kt sana lak......:)

lagi lagi penin

2005-05-11T20:54:00.000-07:00

aku rasa aku dh x lama nk keja dlm bidang sales ni....bdn kureng sakit penat...tp kepala ada byk sakit....asyik nk kejar target je....1st mnth 30 apps, 2nd mnth 60 apps, 3rd month 100 apps sampai la bila2.....anta byk apps pun, approve skit je.....mahu x penin kepala aku.....setakat ari ni, x penah lg aku merasa duit komisyen....sume makan basic je....so, x paham2 lg....x lama dh la tu....kalu x bos yg fired aku, aku yg akan resign....

aku skang dh jd pemalas giler....org giler pun x malas macam aku.....ofis pun aku dh jarang2 masuk....mcm bank tu bapak laki mak tiri aku yg punyer....bos aku turun dr KL pun aku x join meeting....waaahh...ada besar punya batu dlm kepala aaaa....bos call pun x angkat...hmmm....aku penakut ke??dayus ke aku x angkat hp aku bila bos call?? aku x takut....aku bukan dayus....tp, aku mls nk dgr dia berceloteh...aku di didik "jgn takut pd makhluk"....tp...masih lg dlm proses nk betul2 amalkan sikap tu.....

so, skang aku tgh survey2 kerja baru...aritu ada interview JPJ, aku g....dpt ke x, ntah la....sesuai ke aku dgn keja tu?? kalu dpt keja ngan JPJ tu, gaji dia far below than my pay now....skang rm1200 basic, jpj rm800.... :)
so, sis sheryl, if u read this, i need ur comment, plz....

aku penin kepala

2005-04-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

aku penin kepala daaaaa